Tagged with loneliness

Block 730: July 24, 2015

I feel like the character Bobby in the final moments of the musical COMPANY, thinking and repeating “I’m ready” over and over and over again. Date: July 24, 2015 Crane: 730 Days Spent on Project: 885 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: TBD Music I listened to while sewing: Again, … Continue reading

Block 672: May 26, 2015

Back to work today. And today I also understand the emotional letdown/frustration of walking into your office after a three day weekend… Date: May 26, 2015 Crane: 672 Days Spent on Project: 826 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: That first night in Los Angeles was a whirlwind of possibly … Continue reading

Block 618: March 1, 2015

Thankfully Sunday. Date: March 1, 2015 Crane: 618 Days Spent on Project: 740 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: Right before the ill-fated show debacle happened in the late Spring of 2013, I was called by my friend Sydney, who asked if I might help her with an opera that … Continue reading

Block 593: February 2, 2015

I’ve gone from the blues back to the reds today. The mean reds. Date: February 2, 2015 Crane: 593 Days Spent on Project: 713 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: I’d dedicate this one to someone else I met through Sleep No More. Back in 2013, when I was asked … Continue reading

Block 572: January 9, 2015

Still trying to get out of the woods. I went back in last night. Date: January 9, 2015 Crane: 572 Days Spent on Project: 690 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: Carolyn. Carolyn ran a costume shop in New York, on west 26th Street, near Chelsea and super near the … Continue reading

Block 569: January 3, 2015

It’s actually Saturday. The holidays are over. I feel like the past two weeks have been so incredibly long, drawn out, and tedious. Date: January 3, 2015 Crane: 569 Days Spent on Project: 684 Location: NW Portland, OR Person I would have sent it to: Even though Paper Mill’s costume shop is staffed more completely … Continue reading

Block 331: February 1, 2014

  I’m having a “Doesn’t anyone out there even see me?” kind of morning. Date: February 1, 2014 Crane: 331 Days Spent on Project: 350 Location: Apartment, Washington Heights, NYC Person I would have sent it to: Rachel M. Rachel was a costume designer the year below me at the Yale School of Drama. She … Continue reading