Oh, Lord, am I tired today. And, for some reason, I have to keep reminding myself that it is not Friday…
Date: March 31, 2016
Days Spent on Project: 1135
Location: NW Portland, OR
Person I would have sent it to: TBD
Music I listened to while sewing: Nothing today… Although there’s a completely random Pandora radio station on in the shop. Dance music for days and days and days.
Thoughts/Feelings behind the block: This morning, I was up at 4am.
I left my bed at 6am to walk the dog. By 7am, I was at the gym hoping that a 30 minutes workout would help me from feeling so sluggish and lazy and tired. At 9am, I walked into the shop with my dog.
It’s now just after 4pm and I am so so so so so beat.
Anyway, I would like to promise myself that I am ready to feel better about myself and need to treat myself better and take better care of me. I would like to be more consistently happy. I would like to feel more consistently assured. I would like to feel better rested and relaxed and calm. I would like to enjoy slowness and boredom a bit.
I would like to get back on track. I would like to be lazy. I would like to focus on me.
One day at a time.
I can’t wait to go to bed tonight.